Divisional board interview
So pretty much today i had my Divisional board interview and i'm pretty disapointed in my effort.
I have been so caught up lately in this whole 'going to college' thing, Let me just get back to the heart of God aye! You see in Gods time and Gods year i will get in to college, its not by anything i can do. Its all out of my hands! I know that in all areas of my life i have to continually submit to the King of Kings but it isn't always easy.
Sometimes my mind wants to sort everything out itself. Questions like: When will i get a girlfriend (haha don't mind being single though) or when will i get into college so many questions filling my mind, all of which stressing over will achieve nothing.
It's hard though i do admit. To let Jesus just handle everything. I know he won't make a mistake that his timing will pull through but why then do i constantly think about it.
I believe in my heart 2009 is the year i will go in, but if i am wrong then it will just be another humbling process, God is in control and i am just saying to Him 'Here i am Lord, send me'
So Jesus i say to you know "when you want me in, i am ready! You say go i go, you say speak i speak. Im am your bond slave Lord!! Take me use me, Take away my stresses and keep my eyes constantly focused on you. I love you Lord"
I have been so caught up lately in this whole 'going to college' thing, Let me just get back to the heart of God aye! You see in Gods time and Gods year i will get in to college, its not by anything i can do. Its all out of my hands! I know that in all areas of my life i have to continually submit to the King of Kings but it isn't always easy.
Sometimes my mind wants to sort everything out itself. Questions like: When will i get a girlfriend (haha don't mind being single though) or when will i get into college so many questions filling my mind, all of which stressing over will achieve nothing.
It's hard though i do admit. To let Jesus just handle everything. I know he won't make a mistake that his timing will pull through but why then do i constantly think about it.
I believe in my heart 2009 is the year i will go in, but if i am wrong then it will just be another humbling process, God is in control and i am just saying to Him 'Here i am Lord, send me'
So Jesus i say to you know "when you want me in, i am ready! You say go i go, you say speak i speak. Im am your bond slave Lord!! Take me use me, Take away my stresses and keep my eyes constantly focused on you. I love you Lord"
2 Comments:
oh wow, that verse above is my favourite! Im gonna get that tattood on myself, heck yeah!
God has a plan for you, Just wait til he says what goes eh.
Remember to trust in Gods timing. It's always right.
Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him - Psalm 37:7..
- i stole it off this little card thing i had in my wallet =P
its pretty wiked.
Hey, didn't realise you were going to board - would have been praying for ya!! I agree though, it might have been for a reason - with college, you want it to be exactly the right time, as I'm sure you know. God is soverign.
Blessings mate, let us know how it goes either way.
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